POSSIBLE TW *loss*

I decided to share this snippet from a poem i just wrote for my angel baby who would have been 7 this year.

I’ve been writing for an hour after randomly realizing another way guilt took a hold of me.

Once i was pregnant with and after I had my rainbow baby I was feeling guilty for various reasons, but today i realized i felt the most guilty about giving Melzina all my love when i couldn’t give it to Latorious.

It took 2 years to acknowledge i lost him and to inner stand i couldn’t simply forget, and I had to first accept then heal.

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“ just so you know, me and you are always one and you remain in my soul.

When they told me the news, I immediately disconnected, and went towards the nearest exit.

For 60 secs I was in between.

I tried going with the flow, but honestly I couldn’t let you go.…”

-Torisaun Shi

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This is why I created the Angel Baby Homegoing ceremonies and OurWOMB nonprofit.

What i offer does not completely heal you but it began the journey of acceptance and

reconnection. Not only with your baby, but also your body, spirit and YOU. So that way you can heal you!

Just like I started doing a few years ago. I deserve it, my babies deserve it and so does yours.

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